Slumping
I’m in San Luis Potosi, Mexico this week and so far it is a great place. The hotel has a world class olympic training facility that we have access to. The golf course is a Jack Nicklaus design and it is really solid. The clubhouse looks more like a museum both inside and out than a golf clubhouse.
I am totally surprised, I feel like I’m in Palm Springs this week and not Mexico.
I had a good practice round today where I actually hit golf shots that resemble those of a professional golfer.
This round boosted my fleeting confidence a little bit, and hopefully I can do something positive on Thursday and really boost the confidence.
Last week was a tough week with a lot of doubts passing through my head over the weekend. I did get sick on Saturday, so spending the entire day alone in my room gave me lots of time to go through a mental and emotional roller coaster.
I am in a low place right now, I am doubting a lot of things and it really isn’t fun to be like this. I think the key to get out of this is to think about ‘me’ and do what it takes to make me better. I don’t like being selfish like this, but sometimes you need to look out for yourself first.
I have had trouble lately thinking about everything and everybody else other than myself. I am worrying about how my bad play will affect the world around me and not focusing on how it affects me and how to deal with it.
I really have no expectations this week. I can’t confidently say that I am over this slump or that I feel good about this week. I am just taking each day as it comes and doing my best to work my way through this time.
Ultimately, I just have to believe in myself and remember why I am playing golf. This is the attitude that got me through Q School so easily, so hopefully I can tap into it again and put together some good rounds of golf.
…easier said than done; I know, but I will continue to work my tail of to get back to that place.
I’ll let you know how the first two rounds went on Saturday
Best o’ luck! Hope you make it all the way. That’s one thing I’m definitely not–a pro golfer!
Andrew Jensen
May 22, 2008 at 12:26 pm